Turkish Delight

This morning I changed my calendars from June to July, all but one...the one that used to hang in my office at the DD council.  You see, abo...

Its been a rough couple of days and an even rougher couple of weeks.  I'm working on it, I am. My periods have been getting more diffic...

beneath the skin, muscle twitches in anticipation each breath a beat waiting for the guitar string to spring to life to match the melody ...

I've been trying to be better about sharing my feelings with people this last year. I am not sure if I have been successful or not, bu...

Tonight is the Eve of another new beginning.  I start a new position tomorrow. For the past five months I've been working at Utah Comm...

my heart speaks in poetry – a tapestry of symbols contained in the songs of birds i dreamt of a garden last night Lush and green Ripe an...

As a warning, this blog post is going to be filled with a lot of bile and vitriol.  So if you are not interested in reading my attempt at pr...

It's been a rough few weeks.... and I seem to spend most of my time processing what is going on.  It's damned exhausting.  Last nigh...

To know me is to know that I have a weird obsession with the Bluebeard fairytale .  To be one of the few who really, really know me is to...

Well it's February 9th....and 10 years ago I had a wedding ceremony that felt rushed and hurried and ultimately wasn't meant to be. ...

This is one of those weeks where I feel like going back to my therapist and asking for a retro-active refund....cause seriously.... how did ...

For those in the know, I'm anti-resolution for New Year traditions..... I'm not going to set myself up for some strange and awful fa...

.... which the more I ponder the possibility, the more I think that finding moderation is just gonna be an unrealistic goal for me. I have...

Dreams are really odd things.... and if anyone wants to give me an interpretation of this dream I would gladly welcome it. I think most pe...

Last night I went to a club. Area 51's Fetish Night to be specific. I don't go to clubs for a variety of reasons.  One of those be...

My job allows me the ability to learn about some pretty amazing things. At Pride this last June, I met a member from the Kink Community an...

I'm taking a study break.... cause cash disbursements journals are not exactly the most riveting of reading materials. Earlier this we...

I am my own worst critic. And I am not exactly sure if anyone really believes me when I say that because I try to hide my feelings of inade...

Anniversaries are odd things really.  The date alone means nothing, the only importance is the significance that we attach to that date.  Fe...