Emotional Day

I thought that I was doing well today, but I guess that I am not.
Went in to talk to my Phonetics teacher today only to burst into tears at the mention of my graduate program. This weekend I came to the conclusion that I have been utterly fucked over by MEC in terms of my graduate program. Granted I work here as well, and I love working here, but I got fucked over hard and I am not sure what to do.

When I originally went in to talk to the advisor in Linguistics, I had told him that theorectial linguistics really appealed to me, but that I also wanted to teach. So he had me apply for Applied Linguistics. After talking to my Phonetics teacher she told me that it sounded as if applied was not really what I was interested in and that theorectial is where I probably should be. Either way, I applied for Applied with the deadline being last week. I am not sure if I will be accepted anyway because of the problem of being told that I didn't need to reapply to the graduate school and then finding out at the absolute last minute that I did. Which means that my file is incomplete and that I am probably not going to be accepted anyway.

Which ultimately means that I am completely and totally fucked.